Thursday, June 14, 2007

It's been a quiet week

I have been so relaxed this week compared to the past three weeks. I've been swimming on my lunch hour again, taking walks in the evening, sleeping through the night, and yes, sometimes I've caught myself whistling. I'm in a good mood! And all it took was that pesky Aunt Flo to show up - which is ironic because usually she puts me in a bad mood.

I was so worried that I ruined my body with fertility meds that having a normal period is a huge relief. I feel like I got myself back. In a few weeks, I'll start all over again which I must say, makes me nervous. Nervous that my cycle will be late because of the progesterone again, nervous that I'll get a cyst again, nervous that I'll lose 3 months of time again.

But in the meanwhile, I am carefree. Which is nice. I haven't been this person since we first met with the RE in December. I've missed this person.

I really want this fertility part of my life to be in the past and the parenting part of my life to be in the present.

2 comments:

Chris said...

I'm so glad to hear about your new and improved and relaxed life right now. Doesn't it feel great to feel like your old self again? I took Clomid for 9 cycles last year, finally giving it up after October. My personality was back within weeks and my hubby was so happy.

Mrs. B said...

How nice to finally have some peace. Enjoy it while you can! Here's hoping that you finally have some good luck with your cycles.