Naturally, as I am moving forward with my grief of my marriage ending and dealing with all of the losses associated with that, and feeling like I am making some headway, the doctor called yesterday to tell me that I am next to receive donated embryos.
They have three embryos that are mine for the taking. (well, once I come up with $7,500).
Are you kidding me?
I had to tell them that my husband left. They said I could still have them even if I am single. Geezus.
Yes, I want to be a mom. No, I am not ready to be a single mom. Not yet. I am just about to go through my first holiday season alone. I have to be stronger to be a single mom. More confident.
I have a week to get back to them.