I had the most vivid dream last night: At my work, we received a donated van (I work for a non-profit so that happens once in a while). It had been parked in a back parking lot for several weeks. A group of us went to go look at it. It was unlocked so I opened the door and went in and guess what I saw? A 6 month or so baby boy!! Just sitting there contentedly in a car seat. Someone had put him in there recently. I picked him up and was carrying him around. He clung to me; I clung to him. People were trying to hold him but I wouldn't let him go. As they were trying to figure out what to do, I was silently thinking, Finders Keepers.
The dream ended there but I know that I was going to do everything possible to keep that baby.
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- Egged Out
- California, United States
- 41, no make that 42 now, and the egg timer is just about to ring. Is time really up? My eggs are old, so they say. I guess I believe them since I have no reason to think otherwise. But I'm trying anyway. 2 IUIs on Clomid. 3rd IUI - Injectable BFN IUI #4 - canceled. Then a cyst. Cyst sort of goes away and then the true 4th IUI (injectible). BFN. Another cyst and thus another canceled cycle. Injectible IUI #5. BFN. Fybroid Tumor removed 11/6/07 IUI #6 - 1/21/08 BFN Donor Egg cycle, July /Aug 08 BFN Big cry. Onto adoption.
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3 comments:
Wow, what a dream. Maybe it is a sign that you are about to recieve one that you will never have to give back! Have a great weekend.
Your dream is telling you that you will find your baby someday... who knows how or when...but someday and you will cling on to him or her and never let go. I have had dreams like that - isn't it just the most wonderful feeling to hold on to the baby?
I have to say, the dream was pretty good. I was very calm and thinking, well that was an easy way to get a baby... I hope it is a dream that will come true (well, not the finding a baby in a van but having a baby to hold and cling to).
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